Not sure where I am goin’ with this. All I need to know is that it is up to me. Because it is. I say the direction I head. I think it and it is so. Such a radical concept.. giving me a sense of power that I am not sure I can handle.. it makes it terrifying.. to know that this reality is exactly what we make of it. We create the thoughts in our minds that manifest themselves in physical forms…

our creations are bound to the laws that are created in the space between our ears.

I am lacking in places that I have not found a teacher. I am lacking in places that I am afraid to look for answers. Open. Open up.. just keep moving forward one step at a time.. it doesn’t even have to be a big step… it can be a tiny one to start. This isn’t that radical of an idea… but it is something that we, so often, forget. It is something that we continue to forget… and we need to be reminded…

what is it about comfort that creates the sense of calm in the spirit that causes us to neglect further growth…

why does comfort react to the influences around it in a way that is passive… we are reactive when comfortable… we are proactive when faced with the fears we create in our minds.. there has to be a balance… a sense of speed in our development that is sustainable… but even then, we’re not all created with the same thoughts… with the same personalities… the same triggers… the same ideals… we have to find something that works for ourselves… we have to find something that connects us to the infinite… and to find the path that we wish to take…

something that is intriguing enough to keep us involved in the game but not so overwhelming that we are motivated to strive for the comfort of shutting down…

we have to love… spread love… be love… encompass love … all the love. I’m still not sure where these roads are taking us… a path of least resistance is  not the answer is all I want to say… in fact, it might just be the opposite… handling as much resistance as possible ensuring the path to greatest personal evolution…. But dig deeper… what is it about these paths that are shared… similar in so many ways… can the same be said about the ultimate destination? The final destination for all humans… looking beyond death… seeing lives cycling back in on themselves in an infinite loop with the most gradual of changes… ensuring all possible experiences… seeing itself…

the universe reading its own mind…

a collective consciousness that we all share… at one point in time.. where time doesn’t exist… and everything is and that was is experienced in a flash of pure energy… we woke up that morning when the sun first came up. We are meant to live again. We are meant to achieve what we wish to experience in the world… in this universe… pure love.