Why I Get Out Of Bed In The Morning – This is my 500 for 12/11/2017

I just want to fall asleep with the sound of rain hitting the roof again.. washing away all of the dust and shit floating in the air around us.. brushing away the debris.. flowing clouds pouring in the following morning.. giving way to an epic sunrise. It’s tough not to stare directly at it. Giver of life. I am slowing in my mind.. the thoughts are gradually collecting at the bottom of a plastic bin.. I have only to scoop my hand down slowly to see what appears. Light sifting through my fingertips.. only looking forward.. grains of sand falling…

This is my 500 for 12/4/2017

Tap tap tap… tapping away at the keyboard… pressing away the pain.. pressing forward in my mind, thoughts and fears. I wonder if others care to notice. I wonder if that is what drives me. I think that there is something else.. I recognize that this progress is not sustainable without a feeling that I am contributing towards a greater cause.. something that we are all connected to.. similar to something that presses for the advancement of the fellow that sits alongside us in the bunker. Because we are all in this fight together… we are all at war with…