Immediate Environment – This is my 500 for 12/21/2017

Walking… steps… one foot in front of the other.. crossing the street when my gut is leading the way… giving it permission to take the reigns when I am in a state of clarity and appreciation..   it is crazy to me just how quickly the universe can deliver on your goals and visions when you are in a place of gratitude and you just follow your intuition.   It wants to give you everything you need to be able to experience the universe to the fullest extent. It is wishing, wanting and waiting for me to reach out because…

The Universe Reading Its Own Mind – This is my 500 for 12/20/2017

Not sure where I am goin' with this. All I need to know is that it is up to me. Because it is. I say the direction I head. I think it and it is so. Such a radical concept.. giving me a sense of power that I am not sure I can handle.. it makes it terrifying.. to know that this reality is exactly what we make of it. We create the thoughts in our minds that manifest themselves in physical forms…   our creations are bound to the laws that are created in the space between our ears.…

Free Yourself For Me – This is my 500 for 12/18/2017

Moving forward. Just one little step at a time. Fearing regression but recognizing that pressing forward is the only way.   An idle mind will kill me. An idle heart will leave my spirit behind.   One word.. a small step each time.. making something of each vibration.. each glance cast beyond the stars. Sirens blaring.. another in need of help.. we hope it makes it in time.. connected through our suffering.. the things that make us real. Forgetting about the love that binds us..   because it is harder to heal.   Why am I here if not to…

Blinking Thoughts

I bask in the sunlight as the pen drips in the wake of my thoughts. Infinity combined is breaking my heart. I’m no too old to think about the future. I’m not too young to forget. Wondering why, how.. we got here when.. we hold on to… what… I practice going through the motions.. twisting, turning over and over in my sleep.. the fan blinks in and out of existence.. I am an interpretation machine caught in a wash cycle.. what is really happening that I have no control over.. why are we running when we’re all already here.. in…

Do You Have Any Advice? – This is my 500 for 12/14/2017

Just go with the flow. I’m only three words deep and I can already feel the sunset. Won’t know what it all means until the sun hits my face but I have a feeling that it’s gonna be a good day. Wondering about the laughter that comes naturally.. the way that people connect when they least expect it… our authentic connections to love and to the universe…   placing ourselves on a frequency that most resonates with us is the best way to attract people on the same channel.   I don’t know if it is something that will work for…

The Only Circle – This is my 500 for 12/13/2017

Always waiting until the last moment to get these taken care of… more and more, I delay… because I get faster at typing.. I figure I need less time… and because I need less time, I figure I can put it off for longer… sheesh.. this is a pretty pathetic cycle… I just have to stick to my goals.. I have to stick to the rules that I have in place for myself… like, no electric stimuli past midnight… no t.v., computers, phones… whatever… I can still read, you know, like a book… but I need to get back on…

This is my 500 for 12/12/2017

Running out of time. Beautiful Destinations running through my mind.. I’m lost in this cycle but ready to break free. I’ve found a way out for other people.. not just me. I have to be inspired by the direction that I walk.. I have to feel motivated and loving in my moves and the way that I talk.. that is the only way that I could ever wish to reach the people around me.. the only way that I can ever be the authentic human that I so desperately strive to be… I don’t really know what I am doing……

How I Know That I’m Afraid – This is my 500 for 12/10/2017

I am just so afraid. I know that must be the case right now because I am so full of anger… anger over the silliest little things in my life… and I can let them control my emotions when I let them. It is not worth my time to entertain them and it is hurtful to the people that I love and care about that are around me. I am on this journey alone but there is now the need for me to walk it with you. I just don’t know how to get myself on a track where I…

Why I Stopped Smoking Weed – This is my 500 Word Freewrite for 12/9/2017

Few bands can make my hair stand on end like Muse. Everything resonates with me. I hear something.. a story that boosts my mood. I think that the piano-heavy aspect of their music is what pulls me in the most. I wonder what I am to do with this energy.. that is something that I consciously have to be better at directing towards my larger goals in life.   To be clear, all this chit chat and banter in the previous post about seeing through a break in the fog is related to watching the most recent documentary about Bill Nye.…

This is my 500 for 12/8/2017

What is the point of life if not to create as many experiences as possible?   We are tied to the idea that we want to live forever while neglecting the power of living a life full of flavor.   When we branch out of our comfort zones and we create a new dimension to our being, we create a brighter world for everyone else as well… the focus for me, for so long, has been on the cutthroat accumulation of finances.. and that part is something that I wrestled with because it is not a worthy goal on its…